I always seem to be blogging whenever I need to step into a whole new part of my life. My third year in the US, my last year, I'll be graduating soon and it's a big step into a whole new part of my life. So many unanswered questions lingering through my mind, I wish I could just ask my future self, what the right choice should be.
But yet again, what is right? I always try to make the right choice and do the right thing. What is the definition of right? A choice I supposedly make that no one else will disagree with. But wait, am I really the one making the decision.
Stepping into official "adulthood", I have to admit scares me but excites me. I feel like I have so many things to look forward to, but why do I keep feeling like I have so many things to lose. Stuck in this little bubble of mine that I can't seem to break through. Cheesy, but a serious conflict between the heart and the mind.
Why is it that what I want to do and what I need to do becomes two different things, things that I need to pick and choose from. Is this what my life has come down to?
