Suffocation

Suffocating. I need some space to breathe.

I have the tendency to always try to do as many things at one go, then only realizing i have too much on my plate. A habit i can't seem to overcome.
Its difficult to balance so many things at once when you have to commit to all of it.

Application process is pretty much a hassle. Very very tedious work. An obligation, a duty, if i am ever going to be transferring.

Working in Phat Culture has been great. And i enjoy myself. But the commitment to it is really eating me up alive.

Being in the committee is something i enjoy. A lot. But recently, its been feeling like an obligation to be in the committee. And that feeling is rather unpleasant.

Assignments are already piling in, and its only the fourth week. I'm only taking 2 subjects but i can't cope with it. Oh good gosh, what has happen to me.

Doesn't sound much i suppose, reading through the blog post. But i'm only one person, i can only take so much.

For now, i'm hoping that i don't have to give up on any of them. 

Persevere to the end.

Philippians 4:13
I am able to do all things in Him who empowers me.

One of my favorite verses.

till here,

x,
Celine